A Long Time Coming

I'm moving.

Come June 23, I will live in a new house in a new city and be the new pastor at an old church.

I'm moving.

I've finally been able to say it publicly, to write it publicly, and to try to wrap my mind around all that that means. I'm United Methodist. I should know what it all means. We move. We itinerate. We never know where we'll be serving and living from year to year. But facing the reality is always challenging. Many non-United Methodists think we really know how to do this moving-thing well. Well, maybe it's because I've only done it one other time, really, and NEVER with my family...but I feel like I really have no clue how to do this.

I keep making lists and trying to pack boxes. I tie up one loose end only to have another end begin to fray. It's emotionally draining, all-consuming, and SCARY! I have mixed feelings or I'm numb. I move constantly or I get stuck. I cry or I laugh.

This is limbo.

But THIS is my comfort:
The same God who has always told those who would listen to "go" and to "do" is with all of us through every transition. And our Shepherd Christ will guide us if we will follow. And the Holy Spirit will fill us with peace and lead us into the amazing Truth God has for us, if we will open ourselves and listen.

Through every change, for all of us who trust in the Lord, one thing remains the same:

But now thus says the LORD,
he who created you, O Jacob,
he who formed you, O Israel:

Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name, you are mine.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
when you walk through fire you shall not be buned,
and the flame shall not consume you.

For I am the LORD your God,
the Holy One of Israel, our Saviour...

I am about to do a new thing;
now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?
I will make a way in the wilderness
and rivers in the desert.

+ Isaiah 43:1-3a, 18-19